Well, at some point I agree with those who claim that if you love somebody every day should be like a Valentine’s day, but this belief doesn’t change the fact that I am “forever alone”. There are some pluses in being alone, so I wasn’t particulary worried about it, but today of course a lot of pleasant moments from the past came into my mind. No matter how fast I run from them, these “ghosts” of the past haunt me and when they manage to succeed..
Although I didn’t show it, I was very sad all day. But then I went to the cello concert together with my mother. At the very first moment when eight cellos started to play, goose bumps covered the skin and all my bad mood disappeared. Once again I become convinced that music is one of the most powerful things in the world especially when cellos are playing.
So, happy valentines day for all who have their second parts! As for me, I am in my mental balance again and ready for new twists of fate.
P.S. There are awesome people around, who are not afraid of pointing on my mistakes, because for me it is sometimes very hard to understand that made them. Thank you, I really appreciate that.